The last two days have been extremely horrible. The plan, when I returned from BC was to: clean, unpack, photoshop pictures and blog about the adventures I had with friends. Instead, I stayed in bed the whole time, crying and sleeping. Yep, pathetic. I suffer from the very common disorder: depression. It sucks all of my energy from me. The crash I had was inevitable... I was on such a high from purchasing an awesome truck and first home with the love of my life, then spending a week with the girls. It's like my brain won't ever allow me to be truly happy for a long time. It's hard to pinpoint what triggers these crashes of emotions.
Today I'm still exhausted, sad and have a horrible headache but feeling a little bit better. I have to find ways to keep moving and busy or I will be stuck in this depressed mode for a long time, which is not good for me or people around.
4 comments:
That happens to me after every vacation, trip, big event, I get the blues really bad and don't want to talk to anyone, do anything. It's a weird thing but it's probably your mind just adjusting from travel. Don't sweat it you're gonna be a natural blogger I know it!
Thanks Babe, I started to feel a bit better after I had those few days to release my emotions and really cry. It's like every time big events happen where I pretend to be strong, eventually I need to just crash.
The blogging is fun!
you seem like a natural to me.
@worldgoesround Thanks for the compliment! :)
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