Most of my "professional attire" is about 1-2 years old. Usually I don't care about when clothes were made or how long it's been in my closet (since you can always pair and wear items differently). But I have lost weight over the year. As well as looking exhausted and blotchy.
The outfit I went with was meh.
Of course the first lady I see at work readjusts my skirt because its "puckering" at the back. That was embarrassing. The rest of the day went by in a blur. Today we head off to Kingston to see family for the Thanksgiving weekend. Hopefully my spirits lift.
2 comments:
You should want to lose weight to feel good, not bad! Just remember good feelings should trump the bad ones always. I love the third outfit pick, something about that green and that purple that works well.
@Krista Bah, oh Krista!! I wish it was that easy! It's like the bad thoughts consume any good that might pop into my head. I know that it's only up to me to get a grip, but it's exhausting trying to deal with all these thoughts and insecurities. My Shrink is helping tho, but I have to do shit that I have avoided like weighing myself, allowing myself to feel emotions that I usually shut off and really looking at the "whole me" in the mirror. It's emotionally draining. Urg.
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