Stressed.
No...
Exhausted.
Depressed.
No...
A combo of the above is the best way to describe this state.
Taking on school, full time work and a new home is too much in a short time frame. Who was I trying to impress? Was it just a sick attempt to prove something to myself? Prove that I can do it all even if I struggle with depression and being fucked in the head? I feel like crashing. But it's my choice to overwhelm myself. So what does that make me? A masochist? Well, that's a little extreme.
There is a little bit of hope.
2 comments:
i like your blog, it's
1) neat as in organized which is a must in my world or i won't read it (like have you seen Courtney Love blog, shes all over the map)
2) you have a cat, everyone should have cats they are also a must have in life
now 2nd pic from the top you look gorgeous.
found you from krista ive read hers for years and she mine
@Sweden Thanks so much Sweden, you're super sweet to say those things <3 If you are referring to my "roll of of bed pic" being pretty, TX! That totally made me smile.
Krista is a very good friend of mine, we have known each other since grade 9. I will read your blog, for sure!
Jake is an awesome cat and I'm with you on that everyone should have one.
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